Off to the hospital
again tomorrow. This time for a CT scan…has to be easier than a MRI (5 mins as opposed to 30 is a GOOD thing). What does it mean when a Dr. tells you that the procedure you need done isn’t an emergency and you don’t have to do it right away, but that sooner is better than later. Why is it better to do it sooner?? What’s going to happen if I wait a few weeks??...
before I shower: ugh damn it i'm too lazy and i don't want to shower
when I'm in the shower: jesus christ this is the most relaxing thing ever it's like a vacation in my own bathroom so warm so magical this is holy water that's been blessed by god himself i never want to leave this spot.